3 Days and Counting...

Surgery #2 was only three days away at this point.  Anxiety had fully kicked in.  I just couldn't shake the fear of another surgery that was about to take place.  You would think that I would be a pro at this by now.  I began to do things to distract my mind from the worry and anxiety that was consistently filling it.  I knew I was going to get through this just fine.  After all, it is God's hands and He never steers me in the wrong direction.  I had to trust Him and I knew it.  So with that in mind, I went outside to watch the sunset.  I enjoyed the nice breeze and immersed myself in the beauties of nature.  Relaxation is key and I had to get myself under control.